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Reckless Abandon

by SOBAN

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1.
Intro 01:19
2.
Sun 04:51
The electric dream The prophecy that I've seen On the 7th June She was born from the moon Come to show me An expanse of an endless sea But she didn't know that i follow the sun Pushing towards the darkness I can not be denied I'll bring the sun with me for the lies die in the light Tempted by the astral plain A nihilist in every way The fear that she taught me to have The darkness will come and I will have my plan Under the sun I will run To kill the fears of everyone and die She can run but the sun will find her and she'll burn Pushing towards the darkness I can not be denied I'll bring the sun with me for the lies die in the light The Darkness The sickness Within us, it burdens We need help, forgiveness And what we never knew is that we all follow the sun... Towards the darkness I can not be denied I'll bring the sun with me for the lies die in the light Pushing towards the darkness I can not be denied I'll bring the sun with me for the lies die in the light They die in the light Let me show it to you
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Fuck your government mandates Tyrants rule by decree Backed by silicon valley All i see is oligarchy Too late for political movements we're far past the spread As we watch the nervous celebrity say Get vaxxed, or get dead There's a reason for the violence When they force us to be silent Break, the subservient mindset They wont keep us down Critical race and woke theory All say that I'm to blame forced cultural genocide My home is not the same With unlimited immigration it's not hard to see When everyone owns everything There's not a whole lot left for me There's a reason for the violence When they force us to be silent Break, the subservient mindset They wont keep us down Break When you see the state and industry merge You'd think you'd see the antifascists converge But instead they protest for mandates like the 12 out of 15 up in Michigan state Now the American people are the number one enemy as the political ruling class now favor foreign entities they will censor your media social credit system on it's way don't you dare have wrong think or you are going to pay There's a reason for the violence When they force us to be silent Break, the subservient mindset They wont keep us down NOW
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Fallen sky's, Broken Wings No way to stay afloat Moving towards ground, the smell erodes we are all animals homeostasis, genetically engineered we are the hand of God our actions, be faithless until we descend I can not feel, everything now born, into this pain I know I'm what I'm meant to be and you need to face, that reality Break into my life what I never see perception my goal leading to humanity I'll see what i can and face the rest just show me how to be fixed post insanity fixing this world tough loves a bitch but reality is warped by the human pitch blind to an empty soul I'm numb to waste I will be the man just sit and wait I can not feel everything now born into this pain I know I'm what I'm meant to be and you need to face, that reality The mix of good and bad does not make me a mistake for holiness lives in balance I'm here to bring awake No hate, for your mistakes Just know, those pieces are in place to make you something fucking great Now stand my son and retaliate I can not feel, everything now born, into this pain I know I'm what I'm meant to be and you need to face that reality
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Endless 04:14
You think you know Just how my life must go imagining my circumstance and assuming where Ive been Its not the life I live But the human skin I'm in you're so fucking dumb all you can do is match the colors huh Fuck this! Do what i am told Resist! Those who don't conform Persist! Embrace the new norm Mindless! Shut up and trust the science worm Now get back, in line and pay attention don't you dare attack, those whom you can not mention for things will have to get bad, before you pay attention The endless waltz continues, war, peace and revolution Cyber warfare, digital landscapes perfect place for false flags and hate Freedom of information, an educated populous these things cannot happen, for them to keep dominance unplug from the hive mind, a propaganda pipeline when the Facebook feed is now the new prime time we're fucked say it with me now we're fucked get down Now get back, in line and pay attention don't you dare attack, those whom you can not mention for things will have to get bad, before you pay attention The endless waltz continues, war peace and revolution Trans: none of this is real none of this is real none of this is real They crafted our reality! Now get back, in line and pay attention don't you dare attack, those whom you can not mention for things will have to get bad, before you pay attention The endless waltz continues, war peace and revolution Back in line and pay attention
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Reprieve 00:50
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I'm getting real sick of this shit Every day's the same and I can't stand it Exhausted and angry, I have to push myself To escape this trap of temporal hell Time is all and everything I can see the ends of creation, hopes, dreams and imagination I don't know how to be seen In this, our infinite dream It keeps slipping away and so god damn fast Hours like minutes and days just like that I slowly lose the chance of what could be As I'm bogged down in this daily monotony Time is all and everything I can see the ends of creation, hopes, dreams and imagination I don't know how to be seen In this, our infinite dream As the clock counts down Watching the seconds go, I'll never get back To even ponder on it is a waste at that I just have to move on, knowing my time is that Less than it was before and now even less than that Time is all and everything I can see the ends of creation I don't know how to be seen In this, our infinite dream the clock counts down
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If Only 03:55
9.
Lets begin I have no dreams born into ignorance protected by family I have no means To protect what I love and not to submit to fear they are too strong I find myself broken, facing oblivion In this moment I cant keep running I must grow or I must die take it head on I fortify myself I 'll take another chance Our limits are our dreams These stories that we tell ourselves Inspire, push us to excel And if our hero can face their own hell then maybe we could save ourselves We could save ourselves I see you Not scared anymore Ive come into my own I know you What I've learned in the fray, fighting evil everyday you see me confidence is a tricky thing, too much can mean the end of me I face you more powerful than you have seen, I've grown well beyond my means You fear me although I couldn't win you know I will be back my friend I'll be back These stories that we tell ourselves Inspire, push us to excel And if our hero can face their own hell then maybe we could save ourselves From all this pain From all this fear From everything Make it disappear brought back to the world So here I am stuck in this room alone with no hope, no friends faced with depression I try to forget my life my pain and I try to find a reason just to be sane Intoxicate Lost in my own regret Where do I go to find hope I am ready this light shines for all to see, breaks the hold on our mentality We can see it that we can stand against the dark no fear on our part one on one with me and my daemon, its come now to the end I cant lose it Ive lost and hurt so much but now its all going to be worth it We are the same the heroes of our own journey, we can win the day Our dreams are our limits These stories that we tell ourselves Inspire, push us to excel And if our hero can face their own hell then maybe we could save ourselves from all this pain from all this fear from everything make it disappear
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released October 31, 2021

Nick Sobanski, Michael Gallagher, Galen Bassette, Jorge Medina

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Music brought to you by Nick Sobanski (Drummer, Bassist, Vocalist, Producer)
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