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The Parts We Leave Behind

by Soban

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1.
Broken Eyes 04:50
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another man, who has no place Another soul, caught in waste Another peice of god's distaste for the human race With the weight of a shattered soul This man wages war, his own unbalanced and unchecked His lust for rage is all he knows Just one of many men pushed towards oblivion We're going no where we can't repent, we can't be saved we're looking at this world through broken eyes we're going no where there is no hope, for the wicked the only thing that we know is that we won't die alone Now this man is doomed to dwell in his mind, his prison cell it's not enough to live in hell I must burn when i die aswell Burn Down Everything that makes me Weak Fire brings purity for All burn equally We're going no where we can't repent, we can't be saved we're looking at this world through broken eyes we're going no where there is no use, for the faithless the only thing that we know is that we won't die alone Now we burn it down Burn it to the ground Another funeral sounds run before your found Now a monster roams this earth Taken form from what was man A mold cast from fear and shame Now makes me who I am Immune from everything, detattched And far too weak too change Not sure how I feel so numb Yet feel so much pain Now I see God's final joke There was never any hope We're going no where we can't repent, we can't be saved we're looking at this world through broken eyes we're going no where there is no rest, for the worthless the only thing that we know is that we won't die alone we can't repent, we can't be saved we can't repent, we can't be saved we can't repent, we can't be saved we can't repent, And we won't die alone!
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The Hunter 03:01
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Five men strong, we are, straight out the gate Big man with a gush, no rush, them tangos will be ate Pushing down low bot, fog of war gonna keep me safe And if not, who cares, I'll smash your fucking face Deny that shit bitch Push and Pull, then Troll, for the money now Gank the Ints, for their gold, and they running out Got my build, so pro, but they don't know how Blink in, and stun, Hunter's on the prowl Rune up, and run, but it's way to late We're grouped up, with stuns, you took the bait Thought you'd have some fun and come, wanna gank the tide Kraken shell, you in hell, My cool down's right on time! Here comes the Ravage Push and Pull, then Troll, for the money now Gank the Ints, for their gold, and they running out Got my build, so pro, but they don't know how Blink in, and stun, the Hunter's on the prowl Mid push, hold up, stop, don't initiate Look you can see their desperate, trying to intimidate Roaming our woods, looking for goods, carrying way to late Push for a tower, talking all sour, wait for the gg then say get raped God's sake, no dignity or humanity in this calamity that is a 5 on 5 death ride BKB, blink in, initiate No towers left, it's kinda pathetic fountain dive and Rosh , wont be sympathetic Cuirass, got me furious, it hurries us to end it now Pub stomp, scrubs whomped, here comes the 1v1 me now Push and Pull, then Troll, for the money now Gank the Ints, for their gold, and they running out Got my build, so pro, but they don't know how Blink in and stun, the Hunter's on the prowl
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Deiality 04:13
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Go A flash second, and it's gone Cold and wet, then lost in memory As snow falls, a man rises to his fate the bringer's here, Don't fear for it's far to late Words becoming pointless and seething Who was one or nothing, holds no meaning The figure now starting to lose it's shape I see now's not the time to capitulate Now get the fuck up! Facing the dragon now This beast is far too much But this is not the first time It's the last Standing Pure in my hatred The beast fears that as much now opening to embrace Sadness lost, Deiality has come This will be the end for both of us laughing at the void, seeing victory The beast cries out at what it's seen I accept this judgment, I accept the lose But I will never ever accept you Facing this with what? uncertainty Courage, fear and apathy, it's all the same As I start to fade away Facing the dragon now This beast is far too much But this is not the first time It's the last Standing Pure in my hatred The beast fears that as much now opening to embrace Sadness lost, Deiality has come home A gift? A victory? some sort of divination? Not as the blood still runs Not sure what side I had fallen on I hear the dragon coming for me again What I see, bright darkness my truest friend Losing hold, hoping this second never ends to the flood of fate and divinity Here I float inside this Deiality Both god and time residing in me Now In completion I'll face my enemy Facing the dragon now This beast is far too much But this is not the first time It's the last Standing Pure in my hatred The beast fears that as much now opening to embrace Sadness lost, Deiality has come home
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Silence 04:17
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I'll never have, what you want giving hope, just the way that you taunt Now i see, you never really loved me you were infatuated with what you thought I'd be You took, who I was away Emasculated, abused, in your games And though I might never heal At least I can break this Silence Be more like this, be less like you Just open up, be a man, just not like that As you sit and laugh, at my fears You belittle me for feeling, this real I might be broken, but i'll never stay You took, who I was away Emasculated, abused, in your games And though I might never heal At least I can break this Silence You know what you've done Humiliate and shame me, just for fun Well guess what bitch I owe you one And when the suffering reached the heavens, so moved was he, that god descended and offered a gift to his child. But he was turned away, for the child had all the gifts, but had lost himself. And for what hope would there ever be. Complacent, in this abuse the quiet, dangles like a noose I've given her, too much power Just let it out, you fucking coward I might be broken, but i'll never stay silent You took, who I was away Emasculated, abused, in your games And though I might never heal At least I can break this Silence
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In the Pursuit of 06:16
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When does one become one? When will that distant point you thought you seen clear, come back into vision. Like staring straight into the sun, I'm so sure I've seen it, but I can't grasp it. Enlightened to the point of dis-retention. Consciousness is just the interaction of the dimension of time played out in the physical dimension. Space and time are not one, but like the ocean licking the shore. This has already happened, you have lived this life. Swirling around the drain, i see the cause. We all flow to this point. Pushed and preceded, we make our way. The spiral draws us closer to distance. Both 1 being 2 and 3, becoming nothing. It blinds my mind I try and perceive So lost and so clear, i know nothing for sure. And in my chaos I feel free, to both be knowing that the half's are here. and to never know the one they make. I am lost in my understanding as i see my fate. This thing that expands me is what confines me I can explore the endless in my time while i lose my chance to experience the reality of my life. I sacrifice, so much for this electric god. I sacrifice, for the enlightenment i have been promised in flashes and forms. Nothing i know now i fall from this form Holiness. Ascension. Unlimited. Retention. All knowledge being one was what i was promised it was what enlightenment was made of. Chase the dream Little do i know that being full is not what i thought would be Not the opposite of empty, but now closer than ever. This thing that expands me is what confines me. I can explore the endless in my time while i lose my chance to experience the reality of my life. It has used me, changed me and abused me. Twisted me now into this organic fool, a thing i can't recall. I walk, backwards, forwards into my fate. I am not the master, but the servant to my unconsciousness state Staring in to the sun now i see we were never not one Run
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Currency Covenant 05:03
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When the weight of the world comes crashing down I know that you'll be nowhere to be found Abandoned, Forsaken, on those worlds we've built Devoid of Love and Truth, we see a life betrayed sacrificed on the alter, of progress and technology We'll learn to be nothing, then finally total equality Subversion Pacify Deconstruct the system We become one I'm not for sale. ever heard of loyalty. You cant make me. believe what you believe Strength by numbers. smother me to acquiesce I will Defy. The truths been tampered with Question your masters! For they hide in the public eye We give up, we surrender. our rights to the highest bidder now government and industry. rise up to replace god pass down, your morals and judgements, make me a divine consumer for in this currency covenant, I wont be free but I'll be well fed Obese Weak Ignorant Sedated Just to mask the pain I walk a way. from this comfy cage no more wrong think. no more holding back Truth fears nothing. question what you know. Band Together. and we won't be weak Just remember, we are a family If we're together, we can save society More than a member, you make this unity and though it cant last forever, we wont trade our rights for security LIKE YOU EVER HAD A FUCKING CHOICE GET FUCKED WAGE SLAVE CUNT
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The Rager (Instrumental) 04:00
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Bone 03:28
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Faces, the faces are what hit me so much life, that's away from me Each soul, so far with-in itself we fail, the journey All of us, on our way home We will never know for whom it's told This story becoming a lone tale we lose what we have The time, I try to retain like water, I can hold it for a brief second Each thing that slips by, I will remember I must, for it is me Trying to keep myself together I lose sleep now, forever What I see I'm losing is not time But me Mine will not be like the others My story's not foretold I haven't yet begun my voyage and yet in the other's tomes, I'm already, bone. This eventuality will not break me though through this all fights are born now for the challenges, that await me I will embrace, be thy brick or bone Weighted down by significance juxtaposed by our ignorance too slow to catch infinity insignificant the mortal soul shall be Mine will not be like the others My story is not foretold I haven't yet begun my voyage and yet in the other tomes, I'm already bone. for bone grounds the soul and even bone fades to dust
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Wolves and Wind 04:55
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When the wind is calling Hear the eagle cry When you think you're falling I'll be by your side Out in the forest's refuge in the flora I hear the chorus echoed by the fauna I know you're with me in this life It might be hard to see In the night But in this nature and in the wildlife I know I'm not alone I'll be alright that Vermont summer still in my spine Kancamagus highway what a hell of a time to all those mountains and all those hikes I learned a lesson just one step at a time I know you're with me in this life It might be hard to see In the night But in this nature and the wildlife I know I'm not alone I'll be alright There are 2 wolves and a wind and they keep telling me It's about what's within Sometimes I go about in pity for myself, and all the while A great wind carries me across the sky Been given all the tools and every lesson taught yet i can't help but feel distraught For what I wish i showed him that i can through thick and thin be a righteous man I know you're with me in this life It might be hard to see In the night But in this nature and the wildlife I know I'm not alone I'll be alright

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A remembrance of the last 10 years of my life. To all those parts I kept, and to all the parts I left behind.

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released May 1, 2020

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Soban Manchester, Connecticut

Music brought to you by Nick Sobanski (Drummer, Bassist, Vocalist, Producer)
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